Lost under the rain

Alright, another update once again. Just 1 week many things happened. Seriously, bangpig.
Through this heavy downpour, many rainbows came into my life though.
By saying rainbow i mean those people who make me smile.
One example would be the Jurong Point trip with Angeline Deer, Huixian and Minyi. First, we went to have our lunch, than went to Fairprice express. Min yi took a trolley along cause she scare later her things heavy so we took a trolley and i said i wanted to look around. its nice exploring though :O Than, Deer sat inside the trolley after we walk-ed around the area etc. SO, guess what i did? *evil grins* As she pretended to be a kid, of course BULLY her lah HAHAHAHA. shall not state how i bullied her. cause i'm very bad :O
Anyways, after the fairprice trip, we went to the TOILET and they passby a shop whereby it sells balloon. Guess what, Huixian and Deer wanted to buy though. But Deer no money so ended up Minyi treat the 2 kids. Great.
Guess what happen next? the 2 kids begin to hit us with the balloons -.-
BLAH BLAH BLAH. lazy elab many funny things happened and we reached lakeside i departed from them cause my mum was nearby taking her boss van back home :D save my time LOL.
Though these rainbows managed to make me smile, but still.. sadness liners around me.
This time i don't know if i could continue bending.
Such news shocked me. But, it was something to be predicted for.
Moreover, there are so much memories lingering around me how could i bear to let all those go?
Did you two people ever bear a though for me? Did you two people ever think how the environment would cause me? So many things that i must let go of. Yet, i cant bear to.
Alright people, shall stop blogging. i still need to complete my FNN. bye peeps.
i could feel the break in my heart when i know of THAT news, i could see my tears dropping down one by one, i could sense all the sadness filled within.